.Thursday, July 26, 2007 ' 2:14 PM
~ 19th post ~today was quite fun! xDmorning assembly nvr get caught..oh yeah! =Dstart with history..sianz! =(really wonder how other classes survive?maybe they are just like us..not listening? dunno larr..then english lesson ler..emilie left..i so sad! =(cuz i turn over nobody talk one..sianz~sci was okay..except tad we talk some things about the prefect norminees..hahaz! =Dthen jiu ET! =)ET roxs! cuz can run and run! xDemilie not here..i got to run alone leh..got 1 round run very slow..just to accompany tsingmin! =Dshe's my wife leh..so muz accompany her...hahaz! =Dthen jiu recess go back classroom..halfway change..i go dizzy..seems that everything is spinning..nearly trip over priscilia! xDsry ah! =(after that was music! =Dmusic rocks too! =Dmusic test today..actually nt very scary larr.at leats they didn't test individually..then jiu go for mt..sianz! =(zhong tong specially come out to wait for us leh..so honoured! *pukepuke*then jiu english again! =Dactualyl english also rocks! =Ddunno why just that sometimes i felt like sleeping in eng class..maybe is cuz of something that im so troubled with?go staff room with weiehng..priscilia accomapany me..she very good hor! =Dthen ask miss chew for the 2nd piece of the prefects normination thingy..talking about that...i just rmb that weiheng say that miss chew give me the paper..but for what?!dunno whether should i accept the normination or nt..so troubled by something..if be prefect..i still have to continue to be mornitress..mother dont allow me to take up so many jobs..and i myself dont know want to accept or nt..cuz i scare very tiring leh..now i have fill up the form..shld i still go for the interview?haiish~prob prob prob..why my life is filled with so many probs? =(why cannot my life just be ordinary?i really wonder why..just tell boonlin when i was walking with her to the bus stop..should i be or not?if i want..how should i tell my mother?if i dont want..i lost the chance of becoming a prefect..or shld i be a prefect by nxt year..i really wish i can cope lor..but what if i cnnot cope with this?i still have to study..im scare that i cannot cope with my studies..what if i cannot?if i cannot then how?what if i drop in my studies? =(i really have alot of probs in my head now..how i wish i can shout out! but to whom?so..now what should i do?shld i b a prefect? =(but i really want to be a prefect rather than vice-chairperson lor..i dunno why! =(*sobsob*now what shld i do?shld i submit the form?i only have 8+ hrs to think abt this only..this 8+ hr..gt 7hr is for sleeping one..that means i only left with that miserable 1 hr..tmr interview at 3.15pm..shld i go?if i dun go..is like will leave bad impression..and somemore the paper is given by miss chew..i really don't know what to do now larr..somemore i haven even study for my vocab test lor..what should i do?my vocab test and sci test..sci test was okay..at least i still can cope..but then whta abt vocab test?cnnot possibly copy wat..i dunno wat to do now larr..i want to cry! ='(now what?be or not be?boonlin..say or not say?i really dunno alot of things..why am i faced with so many problems?i want to cry! =(haiish~i tink i better sleep ler..dream of what shld i do?i know what..let the fate decide for me...if i dream of something..then i be..but if i didnt dream of anything..then dont let me be a prefect..just treat that tmr's interview i have lost! =(so i tink i better go sleep now ler..byebye! =(
I want to be that lovely princess... <3
