.Monday, July 30, 2007 ' 11:24 AM
~ 22nd post ~morning wake up..just nice in time for the doremon that show on channel 8..i know im abit childish but then from young watch until now..so 舍不得 to stop watching...L0Ls! =)*skipskip*do do hw ler..jiu go out look for new sofa..i nth to do..so just tag along..i so damn sianz lor! =(then jiu go eat dinner..met madeline, my primary school friend! =Di tink i reall ynth to do lor..seat table by table..we also nvr talk..prefer to use sms sia~ xDwaste sms + money..hahaz! =Dthen jiu come back ler..sms a while jiu online ler..read a book..they say "It takes 37 muscles to frown. And 22 muscles to smile. So smile. It conserves energy"but i cannot simply agree.. =(i just don't understand why am i wasting my energy to frown over so many things..sports day is over by 2 days ler..during the cheer-leading..i nearly fall lor! xDthen during the relay 4x100m...im the 3rd runner..is all my fault..my muscle cramp..then i jiu slow down ler! =(even priscilla is nt blaming me ler..and alot ppl say is nt my fault ler..but y am i still blaming myself for that thing?i juz felt that it's my fault! xDif i nvr join sports day..maybe our team won't be last..i know..alot ppl say "if another slower ppl run.. it will even be worse.."but i just can't stop blaming myself! =(why shld i be blaming myself?now we get 2nd position ler..we shld be happy..but then why am i still blaming myself?i really don't know why..don't think of it = was still okay...think of the relay = very guilty for making our team last...i really want to cry lor! :'(maybe i shld just let it go..and don't care abt it..but i just cannot..why? =(i really don't knwo..haiish! =(any ways to don't let me feel better..maybe i shld just let it go...but how? =(im feeling stressed up nowadays..i cnnot take it ler..i will die one leh..
I want to be that lovely princess... <3
