.Wednesday, July 4, 2007 ' 1:40 PM
~ 3rd post ~now im nt really very willing to b the mornitress ler..i wan a change! change to anyone oso cn..i juz dun wan to be the mornitress ler..juz feel tad being the mornitress of 1e5'07..under stress is one matter which i stil cn cope wif..but then is another matter tad is buggin me..which i really wish to solve it asap lor..u see ah..normally morning nid stand behind..A and B together..then i got no partner..then everytime morning ask them go down..A and B always together..is juz lik treating me as invisible..i hate tad feeling! =(is nt wat i want lor..i know alot ppl say it will be small matter for them..but i dun feel it tad way..i feel tad is being left out is jzu a very __ experience lor...dunno how say it..is juz like somthing is in ur heart..secrets are meant to share between all..that's wat A and B always say..i listen to them.,.i tell them secrets..but then they won't tell me anything..is again me being left out..pair up..dunnid say lar..always is they 2 together one..is very saddening lor..i really wish tad they cn treat me as a frend lor..alot times ler lor..i always hint A and B ler..but then is always the same thing..i know some ppl will say tad mayb im someone who need lots of attention..but then i dun feel it tad way..now im like didn't even get any attenetion lor...somemore like 'cher ask me bring things to dunno where..ask them folo me they oso won't folo one...then lik go toilet wif me oso cnnot..then like A wan go toilet then B dunwan..then A then come find me..is very wat lor..nobody accompany her then she come find me..they say they treat me as their best frendz..but i tink tad they dun even treat me as gd frends lor...how i wish i cn resign from my post and b as "normal ppl" as them lor..at least they dunnid b so wat lor..then they always together..make me so sad lor..is juz lik when im wif them..im invisible..im nt there wif them..is very disheartening..i really hate tad lor! =(i really hope tad after A and B haf read this post..they cn treat me better lor..actually A and B is someone in my clss...A = xuanen
B = susantisomemore..A will reply B's sms but not my sms..really wonder wat's in her mind lor..am i so __ tad she dun even treat me as frend? im really very confused now..cn my post be read by them?i dunno lar..juz hope tad somethign good will turn for the change..something good will happen! =(hope tad A and B cn treat me better and not worser..Can A and B treat me better?
I want to be that lovely princess... <3
