.Sunday, October 21, 2007 ' 10:07 PM
~ 65th post ~A VERY RANDOM POST! =xthis post will be talking about anything that came into my mind..so pardon me if you don't understand what am i talking about... xDlet's just start with some updates ba...YeStErDaYwake up rather late...at about 11+ am...cause sleep at 12+ on friday...was watching tv all the while...haiiz~ *feeling damn sad now, so pardon me for any typo errors..*then wake up eat lunch..then chiong maple until 3+ go grandma house with cousin (he staying at my house)(mother side)nearly level up..87% ler...then go grandma house (father side)...fun sia!~an dthen jiu coemh ome watch television a while...and then jiu hwat ah? xPoh ya...i chiong maple frmo 8+ until this morning 2+am...haha!so fun lor...was chatting all the while with my BF...fake de...LOLsPQ also no one occupy the space de lor...find members ler jiu anyhow go a channel and start doign...only one word to descrbie it: FUN! =)t0dAy:morning still playing maple as mentioned above...until 2+ then go sleep cause mother already sleep ler so i dont care lor...haha! =Dthen jiu cousin pei wo play...should be the other round lor...is i pei him...then in the meanwhile i play maple lor..nvmthen finally i level up...the newly created de...cause i delete wrong character...argh! >=(i trained till level 60+ then i delete wrong character...no choice but to train again... (in bootes de -my main)so now my level 27 de BowGirl0694 (add me!) finally level up into 29 ler... =)good lor...LOLsback to topicsleep until 9+ automatically wake up..dont know hwy..LOLs =xgo funan centre buy printer...remember the fun times we had when we are there in primary school...attending the VR-10 game...so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so FUN!remember the time when we play cathcing...and hide and seek..and what ms lim chin chin treat us..our luch..and the pink panther show..and the arcades and the CDs we intended to buy...and all the happy times...haha! =)thne jiu go jalan bersah eat lunch...so so so so nice lor..the prawn mee very nice lor! i want eat again...LOLs then come back brother revise...then i was there blog-hopping..and then feel like posting so come post lor...update finish ler..treat this post as a post for me to reflect on myself...but i really want to point this out...why am i slacking this whole year? T.Thave been slacking this whole year...and i dont take exams and tests as something important until the time comes..i didnt revise as much as what i did in my primary shcool either...sometimes i really felt that another person have controlled over me...and somehow of "stop" me from studing...but who and why? T.Thave been thinking of thisfew questions this few days...thinking of how hard i strive to do my best in my primary shcool...and compare to the me now...who slack and dont take school seriously..it's totally like 2 different people...how i wish i can stay at 12 years old..when can still revise and do my work properly..and not like now...slack until dont know like what...what the world is happening to me? T.Tseriously..i did thought about the friends i made *no offence*...but seriously thinking..they scored a much much better result than me...people like emilie, boonlin, agnes, xuanen...they all scored a much much better result than me...taking emilie for example...she scored a 71% for overall...and i only get a mearly 60+ %...it's such a disappointment...when i heard my results being read out...and i felt guilty and "disgraced"...people can score so well even without studying much for it..and me?haiiz~maybe that will lead to the fact that im not as hardworking and not as clever as what they are...for example...take a look at the "english pros"...people like william can easily write a very good essay without much practices..and lindi can score so well in compre..daryl speak so well that he scored such a good result in oral...i really felt somehow of "disgraced" when i befirend them...talking about maths...almost everyone scored an A..especially people from maths enrichments...sure all get A1 de...but me?i didnt even get a A2..it's something i cannot believe even for myself...i thought maths enrichment is a course for me to enhance and enrich myself...but it seemed that all the lessons i had attended doesnt make any difference to my grades...im really very disappointed with myself and especially my marks...i dont know what happened to me...and why will i be so ___...i really dont know..whywhywhy?! >.<talking about science...science pros like shi han, eugene and many other more...scored so so so so well...unlike me who scored only a mere B3... 1 more mark to A2 leh...but cannot squeeze out that 1 mark... T.Tnvm...hope parents wont scold ba...chinese is another disappointment...people like xuanzhen and libin could write so so so so well in their compo...people shi han, libin, boonlin, etc can do so so so so well in their paper 2...but why i cant write well in compo? >.<why i cannot do well in paper 2? >.<whywhywhy?total add up and i only got a mere A2...whywhywhy?why must i scored so poorly in my SA2...it is already the final year exams and why cant i just scored a good one? history...even worse...i got a B3...it's so so so so poor...people like shi han again can get so so so so high marks for each subjects...i cant even get 2 A1s...whywhywhy? people can get a A1/A2...why can i only get a B3 only? T.Tsometimes i reall yfelt that im really a failure in everything...everything i do..especially studies...whywhywhy?literature...even worse than a failure...more than half the class get a A1...but me?wht i get...is only a mere C6..i really did my best in literature.,..even i myself got a shock when i saw that...i thought i will get at least a B3 for lit...but i didnt even get a B3...and what's more...i get a C6...it;s something i cannot even forgive myself...i really dont believe i just get a mere C6 lor...what happened to me?C6 ranges only from 50-55 leh...now u can know how much i scored ler ma?haiiz~i really wnat to cry ler lar.. T.Tcontinue with art...even worse...a mere C6..+ next year i still need to attend the "stupid" art enrichment...what the?!ust because i didnt draw with the whole paper and my mindmap too wordy...the teacher minus my 2 marks and im in C6... T.Tif i got that 2 more marks..i will be getting a C5...and i dont need to attend the art enrichment...i really hope i can do well for my next year's art exam..i dont hope for much..i juts merely want a low B4..and im satisfied ler...i dont ask for too much..why cant heaven just grant me this simplee wish? T.Twhywhywhy?and now...total percentage...haiiz~i just got a merely 60+%..and im so so so so guilty...okay..from 8+ i have been typing this post until now..i think i shall stop here le ba...haiizanyway...byebye! goodnight and have sweet dreams...may all your dreams come true...*FOR THOSE WHO HAVE READ TILL THIS POINT, THANK YOU FOR YOUR ATTENTION AND YOUR TIME!*
I want to be that lovely princess... <3
