.Thursday, December 20, 2007 ' 10:29 PM
~ 77th post ~okay.. im here to "think through something"but then..i dont know what to talk about..haiiz~keep thinking of someone, some people and some things.. to that someone..i dont know why..but u really give me hope whenever i saw u..but i know..i have no hope..u are so popular..and i believe u wont take note of me..but i just want to tell you.."i will always remember the times we spent together..although the times are short..but the times i spent with you are happy..and wonderful..and most importantly..with you in my wonderful memories..it made them the most memorable memories in my heart..and i know i wont ever forget it.. for it have been etched in my memory..and nothing will "overlap" it..and no matter what..i will always remember you..and i will be waiting for you..as long as my heart never dies..you will always have a place in my heart..as you have reached a point where no one can replaces you..i really dont know the future..but seriously.. i hope there will be a miracle..and it will happen to me and you..but even if it doesnt..i wont blame you..cause it's not your fault..and i can only blame myself for all my wishful thinking..although you have hurt me deeply..but you made me realise that the world is cruel..and heaven loves to torture and make fun of people..being make fun again and again..my heart have totally broken..cause of you..i hope it will mend by itself..but i really hope you can help me mend it..no matter what..i hope you will be the only legend in my memories..hereby..i wish miracles will happen..and i believe in miracles..so will you help me..by making these miracles happen.. or will you not? "seriously..i really dont know what to say..but do miracles happen? i dont know..but i really hope they will..and it will happen on you and me..but does miracles exist?i believe in fate more..but i do believe in miracles..but neither has yet happen to me now..if i can, i really wish that the miracle happen now..but i know..there isnt any hope now..cause it's impossible..as time dont allows..(and you dont allow too.. )and to that some people.." i might have done something wrong..but i seriously hope your can forgive me..i dont know what have i done wrong..but i really dont wish that to happen..i dont want to lose your friendships..i wont know what to do without you all..can we just be back to friends? please..no matter what..your still stand a place in my heart..your are important to me too..without your, i wont know that the wrold is again that cruel..i wont know so much things..plese..forgive me if i have done something wrong..and i hope we can be back to friends.."haiiz~please forgive me can?i really dont want that to happen..but i..haiiz~dont wish to think about the unhappiness anymore..haiiz~byebye for now...
I want to be that lovely princess... <3
