.Sunday, March 9, 2008 ' 10:12 PM
~ 108th post ~
i dont want to lose any friends cause of misunderstanding ..
will u forgive me ?
to one of my best friend in dance : u know who u are .. i dont want to put ur name here .. i scare everybody will know what happen between us .. please .. i dont mean to do that to u on friday .. i know u meant to cheer me up .. cause i fail my science .. but then .. i was really very sad .. very very sad .. that's why i dont want to talk to u .. i dont want to talk to anyone .. i just want to be emo .. i want to be alone .. cause i scare if i talk somemore i will cry .. i dont want to cry in front of u .. i scare u will think too much or u will worry for me .. i dont want u to worry .. that's why i dont want to talk .. sorry ! i know u meant good by putting ur hand over me .. but cause i scare of ppl make my neck .. and i really very scared that if u continue to console me or talk to me .. i will cry .. and i dont want cry in school .. cause of some reasons .. and i dont want u and "LX" to worry for me .. i know ur meant good .. but im just scare i will cry .. "PHH" if u dont reply me in my tagboard .. it means that u dont forgive me .. and we are no longer friends .. PHH please dont do this to me .. i cant afford to lose u .. u are one of my best friend .. i still need u to be by my side .. without u i wont get so many good advices .. without u my life in school will be meaningless .. PHH dont do this to me can ? i will do something if u really dont reply me .. something = some thing u influence me to do PHH dont do this to me .. please please please .. i will always rmb the times we spent together .. the time when we took our neoprints .. the time when we went to macdonald .. the time when we went to bpp and eat kfc .. the time when we wait for "LX" together .. the time when we ran together .. the time when we had fun together .. the time when we exchanged secrets .. the time when i was the one consoling u when u were emo .. the time when i gave u advices on how to forget him .. the time when i told u about me and him .. the time when u treat me to lunch and recess .. the time when u gave me good advices .. the time when u tell me secrets like there's no tomorrow .. the time when i start meeting u .. the time when we go for the bishan park walk .. the time when u waited with me until 5.30pm .. all the times when we spent together .. the times we spent together may be short .. but they are happy and memorable times .. i will never forget how we meet each other .. and i will never want to know why we become enemies .. best friend a day .. best friend forever ! PHH can u promise that we will never ever become enemies ? i wont want that .. but how do u think ?
I want to be that lovely princess... <3
