.Saturday, March 15, 2008 ' 11:09 PM
~ 117th post ~
feeling so sianz now ..
decided to post ..
*blank mind*
maybe we arent the one for each other .. friendship problems .. haiiz .. really dont feel like talking about it anymore .. but i really dontwant to keep things in my heart anymore .. im feling terrible .. i dontknow what to do .. once said this to someone " i hate this world ! if someday i can leave this world that's good " leave this world of problems troubles and stress .. i cant stand this anymore .. friendship problems .. ______ troubles .. stress .. everything .. hate this world .. why must u and her treat me like this ? i really dont understand .. maybe we arent really the perfect pair .. maybe u and her made a more perfect pair .. i really hate the feeling .. i want to withdraw from the relationship .. our relationship now is like a three-sided relationship .. a triangle relationship .. im the extra out there .. u and her are the perfect match .. why should i go disturb ur ? maybe i should no longer be in the relationship ? maybe ur dont even want me to be in it ? i really dontknow .. maybe being pure friends with ur are much more better .. it will be much more relax .. being best friends with ur make me so zibei .. ur are so good in dance .. so talented .. and me ? cannot even do a proper split .. it's so saddening lar .. left split cant even go down .. let alone center split .. and your ? all so pro .. going to touch ler .. and me ? haiiz .. T.T it's like got one big gap la .. haiiz .. a failure forever ..
sianz ..
dontknow what to write ..
hiaya ..
forget about it ..
bye
I want to be that lovely princess... <3
