.Tuesday, August 5, 2008 ' 8:18 PM
~ 171th post ~
haiiz . today is bad .
5 August . i hate today . T.T
morning , everybody mugged maths
i hope i dont fail my maths luhs T.T
mother tongue is boring .
teacher still havent return our compre papers .
haiiz . i really scare luhs . ):
recess was nothing much .
DnT was bad too
i hope we can finish in time
and i hope our bridge can stand ):
maths . had our maths test
super scared i will fail luhs . T.T
i cant fail this test luhs .
i MUST score well . if not my average would be pull down .
i have to do well for maths luhs .
if not i sure die ler . haiiz T.T
and i owe zx alot slaps .
i think around 175 slaps luhs .
today im down on my luck . haiiz ):
hope everything is gonna be alright .
science was bad too .
had the checkpoint thing . and is graded
i must do well for bio too
if not i would be so so so so dead
haiiz . ):
lunch was bad too .
thankyou lc and tm for waiting though .
went for the phototaking .
bad bad bad . im NOT short .
i know u ppl are tall can ? T.T
then went for NDP rehearsal .
it was bad . i got no mood to be enthu and shout the cheers
haiiz . today was bad .
went for a few minutes of cca before leaving school
cant find lx and hh . so went home alone
things went through my mind . haiiz
i guess that's life . but why ?
i really dont understand life . god put us through all the tortures , but i cant seem to get through all these . haiiz . everything is like so .. problematic ? haiiz . why ? i really hate myself luhs . i really hope i can bang the wall then jump down the building . i really want to die luhs . T.T haiiz . i hate my life . i hate myself . i really want to cry . i really .. want to die .. T.T i really dontknow what i can do now . what should i do ? someday i just felt like the ____ ______ _____ all alone in this world . life's hard . i dontwant to face it anymore .
I want to be that lovely princess... <3
