.Thursday, October 23, 2008 ' 10:29 PM
~ 203th post ~yea i cried . not cause of stress , not cause of anything else .. but i cant bear to leave 2e5'08 . i dontwant 2e5'08 to become a history .i wish for time to stop , and that we wont be seperated . today is a bad bad bad day . i didnt expect myself to break down in class . i thought i could control it . but i cant . i cant control my own emotions . haiiz , water element ):this is bad . i cant be in same class as tsingmin . i really dontwant .i want tm , badly . why why why ? i hate the teachers who seperate us .why is this like this ? it's not fair . why lar ? ):why must the teachers made us cry and drop tears ? why why why ?just put us all into the same class and none of this will happen . why ?haiiz , it's not fair . why cant we change classes ? NOT FAIR i had enough of this luhs . why must heaven made fun of us like this ?why isit like this ? haiiz i really dontknow . haiiz , life is unfair . life is never fair .if only miracles could happen , i would wish for time to stop . i rmb my bday wish : i wish to get into the same class as the ppl i want .but in the end , tm is not same class as me . haiiz ):heaven is making fun of me isit ?2 years of friendships leh , u think so easy to create it one isit ?why made us "forget the bonds" and create new bonds ? it's not that easy im missing 2e5'08 ppl now . suddenly it seems like i got alot things to tell them but when i had to say , im speechless .i can only tell each and every one of u guys :u guys made a difference in my life . without u guys , it wont be the complete 2e5'08 . there will only be one 2e5'08 . and that's the unique us . i will always rmb u guys forever and ever . 2e5 , the only class which i cried for when we had to seperate .there were misunderstandings before , but we all cleared it .this made me cherish u all even more .but now , we had to seperate into different classes ?i cant bear to see it , i cant bear to know the truth . i just want to cry . i had enough of this .heaven , can u stop making fun of me ?i guess we ppl will ONLY learn how to cherish one another , when we are going to lose them .to lose the ones we really love , it's hurting . it's pain . it's hard to let go . 2 years , from sec1s , when we are still so .. childish , innocent , playful .till now sec2s , i cant imagine how much had we gone through .through all these things , we learnt . we grew . we enjoyed .i finally understand what's pain , what's emotional hurt . i understand alr , finally ..today , the last day of school , the last day we can call ourselves as 2e5'08 .after today , 2e5 will be history . but , no matter what happen , i know 2e5'08 rocks always .i miss u guys , 2e5'08 . i will miss u , and i love u guys always .. <3>
I want to be that lovely princess... <3
