.Thursday, December 18, 2008 ' 9:55 PM
I guess life isn't going right just for me . somewhat i wonder , everything is just a dream .a dream which i will wake up in the end .oh well , if i could , i rather i wouldn't wake up T.Tim not being emo-ish .i just felt that too many things are going through my minds .things happening today , already makes me sad enough .and then , there are still things that add on to my burden .so many things , studies , dance , friendship .oh well , friendship . it reminds me of her .the promise she made to me .what's the real meaning of friends ? true friends VS friends ?
u said we're best friends , or maybe good friends ?but it seems otherwise .i guess , u still cant forgive me for what i did wrong .it's been so long , i thought u had forgotten all about it .but i guess , it was all just my imagination .maybe , everything dont go the way i want them to ?maybe , everything is just a dream .u said before , our friendship will last forever .forever ? i think , forever doesn't last .i know i shouldnt be posting this kind of things here .but , keeping all these things in my mind .it doesnt help , it only makes me felt more sick and tired of life .i dontwant to cry anymore , but i cant stop my tears from flowing .
I want to be that lovely princess... <3
