.Thursday, March 26, 2009 ' 8:26 PM
HEY PPL ~okay im back .I srsly hate the NEW timetable .mon : 5 periods ! cme , phy , cd >.< super sianz la . i dont like this >.<tues : Bio spa before pe . no need pe le lor >.<3 sciences in one day ! somemore is cca day . gosh ..wed : 3 periods of mt followed by 3 periods of A-maths .gosh .. its not v good u see >.>thurs : 3 sciences and 2 maths ALL in one day .my back and bag cannot take it la T.Tfri : ending with Maths lessons .and its cca day , cannot be late -.-okay THIS is sooooo not good .i srsly dont like la T.THaiiz . i prefer the old timetable >.<I hate 23/3 and 24/3 .Srsly hate it to the core la .I think i "flunked" both performances .both , my smile is like soo .. un-natural. its TOTALLY fake one lor , cause im just too nervous .idk why leh . see the upper sec , so nervous ! gosh .. i dontlike this T.THmm , my results are dropping like .. omg ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?Sad-ed T.Tokay i cant slack this year le . must jy le .. if not .. i will be sooooooooo dead >.<Life is sooo , not fun can ? I srsly hate this la . I dontwant anymore problems . They are just stressing me out . Im tired of all these , tired , v tired T.T
The stress in me is just piling up every moment , be it studies , dance and whatsoever .
My heart is beating sooo hard every moment , for fear that another problem will occur to me again .
If in one case when my heart just stop beating , it would rly be a miracle . And I srsly wish for that miracle to come true T.T
I want to be that lovely princess... <3